haha.. in my life of 19yrs.. i had nvr blog before.. till today.. my Diong bb cre8ted this blog 4 us.. so nice of her rite? actually we planned to cre8 dis blog since december.. but we dunno how to use it so we leave it empty till today my ah bb told me to go have a look.. =)
i really dunno wat to write wan lo.. planning to cut n paste my bb diary blog but she will kill me if i do dat.. ^^
i Nvr ever knew dat blog wud tell so much bout bb n let me know more bout her.. she wrote all her feeling in her so called "diary".. the first day i be wit bb.. i really dunno how shud i or wat shud i do to make her feel much better.. i dont even know about all her feeling since i met her at the start of college in march.. she dont even wan me to know dat she has a "diary".. the first time we r 2geta.. she always says dat she dun really trust guys n really feel insecured wit guys.. at first i just dont unds at all why she would have such feeling.. but after dat she told me everything bout herprobs.. i really feel for her.. why she dont really trust guys.. but its okae.. i really do unds u bb.. n i will really love u n sayang u as much as my heart can.. really bb.. i will be the first guy dat u can trust n rely on when u have any hardship.. after being wit u, i really feel much better n trying hard to be who i m.. having u wit me.. being wit me when i m trying to be the better of me.. not just being wit me, even change me to be a better person wit better manner.. rite? (Thank You) ^^
During new year eve every promises dat i make for her.. trying to fulfill each n every promises i said to her.. although sometimes i might break the promises but i really didnt do it on purpose to hurt her or make her sad.. sometimes we might argue on smtg which is small but.. it makes our bond even stronger .. but dun worry.. i will nvr make u have the feeling of insecure or dun trust guys.. I m Different bb!!
Just came back from penang wit my bb n my college buddies, Tan sri vincent dengan Yau Thim bro.. its really fun even we just met like during start of college but they r nice though.. especially wit my bb wit me.. the feeling its so nice! =)
I drove all the way from kl to penang.. its super tired.. but wit my soh po bb wit me.. i feel not sleepy at all.. she insist to stay awake n accompany me.. but i know, for sleeping is a must.. xD
so i cuddle her to sleep while i m driving.. the other reason of me wanting her to sleep is dat i can SPEED!! wakaka.. all guys unds dat on highway, if u dun SPEED.. u will get super sien.. rite? she dun let me speed.. so sien.. but after she sleep.. hah! here i come.. but although i tot she wouldnt know dat i speed.. she KNEW! we have a lot of fun time there.. being wit her wherever i go.. making me love her even more.. like there is no worries whether we will meetsome1 dat we know.. feel so free to hold bb hand tight.. as if she is ALL mine.. ^^ But now we r back i n kl.. dats so sad.. time really passes so fast when we r wit our loved ones..especially wit bb.. i hope my time wit her is 48hrs per day n 24hrs without her... i mean not without her in my life..is without her phsyically.. ^^ Just love to spend all my time wit her.. spending time wit her, i feel like i used my time wisely.. but when i use my time FOr DOTA.. such a waste.. i even gave up plying Computer games for her.. i din touch it 4 almost 1 month.. awww dat suffering.. but she din force me to do dat.. i did it for her.. i wan to spend most of my time on her n for her.. just feel much more secure n comfotable being wit her.. =)
BB oi! i m sorry ar.. hubby really cant write anymore.. really dunno wat to write d lo.. i tell u better.. write here every1 will see.. =)
first time blogging consider okae d la hor? alreadytry to write as much as i can d o bb.. wait nextime i will write even more.. k? just want u to know dat, everything u did for me.. i know.. i can feel it bb.. really appreciate everything u did 4 me.. as for me.. i will really love u n sayang u even more even more!! I LOVE YOUUU!! ^^
Loves, Ng hubby Biggy Mouth monster..
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